RAW, FAT AND EXPOSED : BY LAWRECE S. BRADY

Once upon a time, not long ago

I was unhappy with myself,

but smiled, so

my inner feelings wouldn't show,

Yes,

a little while ago,

and I can vividly recal when,

I'd do anything,

just

anything..

to make myself thin..

and it would all be in vain,

cause what i lost,

i'd soon gain

again..

stepping on the scale would sadden me,

wreck my brain,

thinking about

how to GET SKINNY

almost drove me insane...

starvation didnt work,

it worked against me,

and it didnt help

that it seemed that

all the

"swagged out"

dudes looked past me,

I was too big..

no, they didn't pick me,

missed me,

over looked me,

friended me,

fat me..

It's me,

it's gotta be,

I said as i stood on the scale and saw

3...

hundred twenty four,

I lost,

being fat had won so long

I'd lost score,

no,

I lost myself...

hated myself,

How could I do this to myself,

so fat,

too fat..

I couldnt even wear a belt..

I gave up,

lost all hope,

people saw a smile,

but inside,

i showed me no love,

because,

i

hated my size,

and then,

one day..

a sudden surprize..

after refusing the scale

I stepped on

and discovered

I was not such a beach whale..

self described myself as this

cause nobody else felt like this

about me..

stepped on the scale and it said

2-9-3...

yay me!!!

new me..

i saw a new girl in the mirror

for the first time...

I saw me,

and not the size of my thick thighs..

I embrace my size,

hugged my rolls,

saw that I was more than

my size,

and worth my weight in gold..

so a couple months passed,

and my confidence grew,

I decided, YOU KNOW WHAT, I DO LOVE YOU,

and what did this chubby chick do?

I took a step that was bold,

swallowed my fear,

and pointed my toes,

I grabbed a camera,

and shed all my clothes..

and stood there

raw

exposed..

naked..

staring..

looking...

accepting...

me, for who I am,

and noticing for the first time,

just how sexy I am......

LOVE YOURSELF, FOR WHATEVER AND WHOMEVER YOU ARE, NEVER LET SOMEONE DEFINE WHO YOU THINK YOU ARE...